3AM in Manhattan (Push Me Away)

Intro I feel like this song should be like a ref— like a reflection of you Like the shit you really go through you know Facts this shit crazy Yeah ooh   Chorus Ive been in New York for three days now I dont wanna go home ayy I was in LA for three weeks yeah I aint wanna go home ayy I be out of space on the drugs yeah I dont wanna go home ayy I dont wanna go I dont wanna go home   Verse 1 Heartbreak heartbreak follows me everywhere All girls the same full of lies never care Never been the type to judge lifеs not fair How come when I look for love its not thеre All my mistakes hauntin me from the past Fuck me over I know itll never last Every time I lose em its impossible to get em back Time to throw my heart in the trash yeah Put it in the trashcan call the trash man You say that Im actin does this look like an act to you Im really hurtin I think you did this shit on purpose The Percocets make me feel perfect but its just an illusion You got me feelin like a burden Thats why my words keep slurrin Eyes keep turnin and the lean keep pourin Ima overdose in the music since you think Im useless Chorus Ive been in New York for three days now I dont wanna go home ayy I was in LA for three weeks yeah I aint wanna go home ayy I be out of space on the drugs yeah I dont wanna go home ayy I dont wanna go I dont wanna go home   Verse 2 I went to LA and I took a chance I was tryna come to LA just to take your hand I was really tryna be your man Then you put the pain in my chest just like second hand smoke Im a bad joke right Tell me why Why did you treat me like the bad guy Eyes too dry but I still make the song cry Im too high to the point where I might die Ooh ooh I did everythin to get close to you Just for you to push me away just for you to push me away (I held you) I held you I loved you just for you to push me away Just for you to push me away yeah yeah yeah (Take me back to the chorus)   Chorus Ive been in New York for three days now I dont wanna go home ayy I was in LA for three weeks yeah I aint wanna go home ayy I be out of space on the drugs yeah I dont wanna go home ayy I dont wanna go I dont wanna go home